
So now that Jake is back I feel a lot better about things...

While he was gone I realized a lot of stuff

but I'm sure that all will change when school starts back!

I can't wait I've missed my friends!

I can't wait to see all my favorite people!!! I’ve miss all these wonderful times….
But neways here is a poem I wrote a long time ago...its not about Jake so don't go thinking we broke up or sumthing but here it is! tell me what you think....I must have been in a depressed mood when i wrote it

The game is starting to get old
all these feelings are growing cold
I'm not sure exactly what you want me to do
But I can't keep holding onto you
I care for you so very much
I'm just not feeling your loving touch
You've meant a lot to me the past few years
but i'm tired of all these tears
Finally i realize i don't need you anymore
So i'm picking myself up off the floor
I'm now going to let go of your hand
Alas on my own two feet i stand
The weight is finally lifted off my back
Now i can get my life back on track
You know i'm always going to care for you
I just can't keep going on not knowing what to do

so what did you think??? yeah kinda lame but its all good!